Saddened day with a saddest problems.
I don’t wanna pollute my mind and heart to those heartbreaking and unworthy thoughts and emotions.
I just want to be productive today, doing my worksheets, studying and reading. That’s all. There’s a group study today with my study and food buddies at gilmore but I wasn’t able to go because of that something personal and vital reason. I don’t know if they will extend their time there, so I can go there also after lunch. Well 50:50.
I won’t let my problems ruin any essential thing that I love.
Praying and hoping sincerely that I can have peace and clarity of mind to be able to speak the right words to say to them, right actions to act with them. Help me Lord God, help me with my problem Father so I can save all of them without hurting them.
You knew Lord, how I love and care for my family.
Guide my heart to be stronger and more faithful through all of these things that is happening to me.
It suddenly rains hard, maybe the weather sympathizes with me, on what I really feel in my heart. I want to be patient, understanding and fair with my family. I love them Lord. Teach me the right way to solve these problems.
I lift up all of these immense burdens that we are experiencing to you, Lord God.
Take care and have a happy Saturday!