Today I am thankful even though I didn’t sleep again, wide awake since yesterday, and insomnia attacked me, I was able to survive my shift, it’s benign on a Sunday! Alhamdullilah! And still I got the energy to go out with my roommates and treat ourselves. Payday Sunday. I bought myself a pair of sandal, two tees, perfume, and a belt. In my mind, I wanted to buy new rubber shoes because I wanted to workout at our room, but I was unable to buy because I didn’t find the type of rubber shoes that I like, most specifically I look forward on design and comfort. Next time, I will buy for real. For our dinner, we ate at Kudo. Though I’m craving for burger meal combo with fries and drinks, I ought to restrain myself. Instead, I bought grilled chicken with salad, chips, and bread as side dish, and drank water. I’m happy today though I’m really wide awake yesterday night on my bed. I am praying that I can sleep, but still my mind was very uncooperative. I controlled myself for hours on not reaching my phone, but I gave up, and at 0430H I watched korean drama. I finished watching two episodes of Queen of the Ring. It was a good mini drama too, just like Vivid Romance. I like Kim Seul Gi, lead actress in Queen of the Ring. I liked how it teaches us to accept our real beauty is not always in the outside, but on what’s in our hearts. The way we comfort and respect our loved ones with all their flaws physically, emotionally, and we accept them as their whole being. She didn’t need that ring after all to make her dream guy fall for her, coz of that ring she can be that guy’s dream girl. We only need is acceptance, that we are deserved to be loved and be loved. Hihi! I liked also how she described her life behind the backstage and as an ugly apple which was tastier than pretty apples on the apple stand. That sometimes, not so appealing apples were always neglected and left-behind. I realized that this was really true, based on my experience also when picking some vegetables and fruits, I always looked for that good looking appearance and often neglected the imperfect fruit/vegetable, yet they were more fresh, no chemicals, and more delicious. You should watch it also 👍🏼
I’m now at my room, finishing my glass of milk. Freshen up, and will reconnect with our Father God before I sleep. Fourth Sunday of Lent. I will hear mass too. Thank you Lord for today and for tomorrow! Day two of morning shift, push.