864 ๐Ÿ’Œ

I finally made a letter to papa and put it secretly in his bag this morning before I go to work.

Tbh, it’s been a very long timeeeeeee that I can’t even remember when was the last time I gave him a real heartfelt letter..

When I made that letter yesterday night, I was praying to God for wisdom so I can say what’s really on my mind and heart. I don’t know if I’ve chosen the right words and intentions. However, I felt inner peace within me.

I pray that he will enjoy there, be happy, forget all his pain and sufferings, find himself and hopefully learn to forgive.

While I’m at work, dad called me to say that he already read the letter I gave him, he almost cried and don’t want to leave anymore.. but I stressed to him that he needs this break and he can comeback when he is really ready to go home..

I need to be strong mentally, emotionally and spirituality. I will not give up my family. Despite their flaws and brokenness, I will love them.

“Faith does not take away the pain, but gives meaning to it.”

Always be grateful ๐ŸŒท

Love,

Nj